I've loved a beauty queen, danced with my enemies
Torn at my heart ‘til I no longer feel
I've killed too many times to be forgiven
These hands are stained with blood as red as these eyes
Lying beneath me, both under the stars
There's my knife in your back, there's this ache in my heart
I still to forget but I just can't move on
With your taste on my lips, with your eyes on the stars
Do you recall hearing me say “all of my friends are dead?”
I was the one to put blades in their chests
Everyone I knew betrayed me so I murdered them
You were the last and the worst, the one who hurt me most
Cyclic, repeating, a constant never-ending stream
All of my friends broke me down, I couldn't live with it
So I decided 'I'm a being of solitude'
Everything I had means nothing to me anyway
Yet as I turn away my hands begin to shake
But I pretend I don't feel as day starts to break
Telling myself that I'm all that I need
That my friends never felt anything to me anyway
“How does it feel to be all by yourself?
All these years that you've lived nothing's changed”